My day things:

Foods:

Breakfast: unpictured, coffee with creamer, whey protein

Lunch: green beans, brown rice, chicken, teriyaki sauce

Snacks: cashews and yogurt

Dinner: chicken, black beans, cheese, sour cream, guacamole

Also pictured: my feets and my first love, Ani Difranco.

I had class all day and multitasked super well, finishing work on my breaks and during my lecture class (bad I know but it’s so uninspiring and we are literally never expected to engage with the material).

Now I have to work a little. Long day is long.

Loling at my super “prep” style lunch who the fuck do I think I am

Actually no fuck that I can eat brown rice and chicken and veggies when I want but tumblr/Instagram have sort of turned prepped Tupperware lunches like this into such a cliche.

Also sneaky selfie, I’ll try to get a better one later so you can see my JACKET

I’m still so happy about it, it’s the best piece of clothing I’ve ever owned, hands down.

Also eyebrow game so strong you guys

So strong.

Late post is late, must sleep soon ugh school ugh

Breakfast: two eggs, two bacons, butter, English muffin, 20 oz coffee with creamer

Lunch: hamz

Protein post workout (bench day; overload with slings, uhhh…weird pin press bench hold thing, accessory stuff)

Dinner: brown rice, beans, spinach, chicken, cheddar cheese, and guacamole

I couldn’t finish the chicken ughhhh trying to get more protein and force feeding myself is unpleasant. I failed.

Also new nails today. I feel girly. From now on I respond only to Muffy.

I just benched 155x1 with a “sling” (aka resistance band because I can’t fit into any of the guy’s slings)

YAY I AM EXCITED

That’s the most I’ve ever benched by 20 pounds and it makes my 135 raw pr goal seem soooo close

Today I cleaned all morning and picked Mike up from the airport at around noon and we have eaten all the foods.

It was about 12:30 and I had consumed no things and required chicken wings; we split poutine, 3 kings of wings, and a pie thing. It was amazing and semi made up for my beyond shitty weekend.

And we just went to get frozen yogurt.

Also the fourth picture: that’s my front yard, or rather, the landlady lives on the bottom section of our duplex. She’s been decorating for Halloween, but for a second I genuinely thought they were real crows and exclaimed aloud. Mike laughed at me.

So much good food. Unf.

Workout and dino socks

205lb deadlift x3 

That was after 5 sets working up to that

Lolololol ok

My “max” is 215 

It’s probably more now eeeeeee

I’m fucking coming for you 2 plate deadlift. Next week I’m coming 4 u.

I’ve never gone to failure and I’m so excited to find out how much I can actually deadlift

IT CAME 

IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL 

I promise you there isn’t a more beautiful leather jacket in existence 

IT REALLY DOES FEEL LIKE BUTTER

I’m so glad I got this one and didn’t get the grey brown one, or a size 10, this one is an 8 and it fits well on the arms and shoulders (snugly with a sweatshirt underneath but still comfortably) but it’s actually a bit roomy in the torso. It looks perfect but a size up would have been too big. 

(I think I think I am bigger than I am. Fun times with body dysmorphia yay.)

Anyway please bask in the glory of my amazing leather jacket. Please stay tuned for later pictures of myself in said jacket.

IT CAME

IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL

I promise you there isn’t a more beautiful leather jacket in existence

IT REALLY DOES FEEL LIKE BUTTER

I’m so glad I got this one and didn’t get the grey brown one, or a size 10, this one is an 8 and it fits well on the arms and shoulders (snugly with a sweatshirt underneath but still comfortably) but it’s actually a bit roomy in the torso. It looks perfect but a size up would have been too big.

(I think I think I am bigger than I am. Fun times with body dysmorphia yay.)

Anyway please bask in the glory of my amazing leather jacket. Please stay tuned for later pictures of myself in said jacket.

Well that drive was terrifying. It was the scariest drive I’ve ever done, if not one of the scarier things in general in my life.

To begin with, I was worried the transmission would die at any moment, and then it started raining. I have really bad night vision and rain makes it so much worse.

And, I didn’t know how to work the defrost; it’s not my car and I’ve only driven it in the summer. So the windshield was nearly impossible to see through.

It was that horrible misty rain that just makes it impossible to see, and gets kicked up by trucks and completely obscured my vision, so I spent about 2 hours going just under 60mph and focusing just on staying in the lines and not crying.

I feel like this sounds really lame, but I was genuinely quite afraid. I just kept reminding myself that it would eventually be over.

I stopped in the grocery store and contemplated just going home instead and crying a bit but since all I’d eaten today was a pumpkin spice latte, a tiny piece of vegetable tart, and 3 cocktails, I decided instead to make macaroni and cheese and watch something nice and maybe have a heart attack later.

I’m never driving again nope I quit this was it. I know I’m being overdramatic but that was so terrible.

No that’s cool I really wanted the transmission light to turn on in Mike’s jeep right as I got into town this morning to work all day in the office

And it started acting weird, and Mike is in Dallas, and I have to drive it 2 hours home by myself

But that’s cool